Thursday, July 31, 2008

Dreams

While I slept last night I saw pictures of Timothy's precious face and heard his cute little squeeks. I could almost feel him. Durring the night my milk came in and I woke up with the urge to nurse him. My beauitful dream became a quick and real nightmare...

I sat in the shower, unable to cope with my emotion. Kevin came and sat quietly with me until the water ran cold.

16 comments:

The Wagner's said...
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The Finnestad Family said...

I am so sorry Jen & am covering you in prayers this morning.

Anonymous said...

I can't even imagine the pain you guys feel and will continue to feel. I wish I could take this pain from you. I just continue to pray for your strength, healing, and that in this time of sorrow you feel God's presence carrying you through this. I pray that out of this time God will use you and Timothy to bless and change the lives of this world.

Love,
Nicole Kittelson

The Wagner's said...

Oh Jen, I'm just so sorry. Wish there was a way for me to take even a little of this away for you. I feel so inadaquate just telling you I'm praying for you, but I am, and if there is anything else I can do, I want to!

Susie Merrell said...

My heart continues to ache with and for you, Jen. I cannot even begin to imagine what you're feeling now. Please remember how much everyone is covering you in prayer and loves you and how much more God loves you.

The Earnhardt Family said...

Oh Jen... :-( Words can't express, I'm so sorry...

Anonymous said...

Having kids of my own, I can't even imagine what you are going through. Our thoughts are with the entire Currey family.

kimberly_munson said...

My heart goes out to you during these times of sorrow. Like everyone else, I am praying for you and the family. I wish I could take some of your pain away. Please do ask if you need something.

Michelle said...

I'm so sorry Jennifer. Words are just so inadequate. I keep praying for you and Kevin.

Anonymous said...

Jen - Thanks for being able to share and be vulnerable with us... so we can grieve with you and storm the gates of heaven for you. - Love Cami

stacyjanelle said...

Jennifer, I am so sorry for the pain you feel. I love you. Janelle

Erin said...

Jen,
I just bawled my eyes out as I read about you sitting in shower. I feel the pain as if I just went through it again. You are in my prayers. He is beautiful. I know Tyler welcomed him with open arms. I know they are dancing with the angels now.

mom said...

Words can not express the grief that you are feeling. I wish I could take the pain away. I love you and continue to pray for your strength and healing. love mom

The Young Family said...

While we can't understand the depths of your pain, we grieve and cry with you. Thanks for sharing your thoughts with us. You have been on my heart so much today with Timothy's service this morning. I look forward to giving you a hug in person tomorrow. Praying that you will feel God's arms around you.
Love,
Heather

Katy Cavanaugh said...

Jen and Kevin,
"So do not fear for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Is 41:10
Praising God for your "glorious day" of meeting and cuddling and loving. Praying for His strength and comfort for the days to follow. I am so sorry.
love,
Katy Cavanaugh

Wendi Kuhl said...

Dear Jenny,
It hard to put into words my grief for you right now. It is difficult to be so far away and out of the loop. I want you to know that I love you and am praying for you and Kevin as you grieve. Amazement doesn't begin to describe you both. I cannot believe God's strength and glory through all of this.
Know that your childhood friend is thinking of you and wishing she could give you a big hug! Until we see Timothy in heaven, I pray that you would feel comfort in God who is keeping him company.

I love you friend,
Wendi for the Kuhl's